stupid joy...

alright, so i'm pretty certain that i've had a relatively permanent bad mood the last few weeks. and i think, possibly, just maybe, the mean-streak has come to an end. not an indeffinate end, but more of a pause. i mean, there's tons of stupid people out there doing stupid things for me to get mad at...so i figure i'll come across one of them sooner or later, and they'll set me off again.
but until that time comes, i'll try and keep it a little more upbeat.

page break, pause...and...continue.

as i noticed my mood and attitude changing, i recalled the last time i was 'upset,' and how it took all the courage i could muster to ask God to let my anger go. you know what i mean, if you're mad at someone, and its justifiable, you wanna stay mad at them, just so they pay. heck, i like to stay mad even if it isn't justifiable. same scenario this week.
i woke up this morning and was like "ohhhhhh, all my anger is gone...now what am i gonna do?" or something like that.
anyway, joy was stupid this morning, and i wanted nothing to do with it, but alas, God answers prayers...even when asked in spite.

but just an fyi, i still agree with what i wrote last week. none of those things bug me any less than they did, i'm just less bitter about it today than i was then.
actually, i'd recommend, if you haven't already, reading some of the comments. Brock, who is a faithful buddy of mine, and the brother who got me onto this blog thing, offers some good words as to the church, or the bride of Christ. careful though, Brock has a potty mouth, and we all know where potty mouths go when they die...

actually, it all depends on whether the potty mouth knows Christ or not.

piece ... of cake