bittersweet symphony

well,
today is the last day i can call myself a janitor. as of tomorrow, i will be an ex-janitor, and probably a happy one at that.
but as the title eludes, it is a bit of a bittersweet thing.
as most of you know, up until this point i have absolutely, almost entirely hated my job. it just sucks, er...sucked.
but now, sitting on the end of two years with Grace Community Church, i'm almost bummed out on leaving, and i can't really put my finger on it.

I mentioned this to a friend who had done some time in prison.
He looked at me and said, "ya know Josh, when i was in the pen i got real close to a lot of those guys, but when i left there was nothing i could do, so I left them too." i thought the correlation between my job and prison was fitting. as was his comment on leaving people behind.
all in all, i'm pretty glad to be leaving. this weekend will be the first weekend i have had off in two years. i almost don't know what to do with myself. i'll probably sleep in.